| Dec. 16th, 2009 @ 09:38 pm help. |
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Current Mood:  exhausted
Current Music: mr.brightside by the killers
nothing i do feels right. i workout every day, and lose nothing. i feel so fat its taking over my whole day i just want to lose 30 lbs, be skinny, finally. i eat nothing, lose nothing. my body is fighting against me. it feels like im trapped in my own body. i feel disgusting when i make myself throw up, any suggestions on easier ways to not eat ? i've bruised myself trying to stop thinking about food.. its not working. people tell me im skinny, but they're lying to make me feel better, to make me stop thinking against them.. i wish i could believe someone.
the holidays suck. people who are skinny have it made.... |
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